my husband is australian and we are planning a move back in november. he has been on at me for 9yrs or so to go and gave up last year as he was tired of trying. i didnt feel able to leave my family here. however at the begining of the year i said.. lets go and it was full steam ahead, plans in full swing, no hesitation but then i went to see my mum about the whole thing. she never said dont go but said she would really miss her grandchildren and seeing themn grow up. my little boy is 4 and very very fond of granny, also his two cousins, one of whom is the same age.
I feel i am in a bubble and i am finding it hard to see the wood for the trees.. like once i get all the paperwork done i will be able to focus on actually being there and how much i will miss my family, bu by then it will be too late! . keep thinking how many more times will i see my family and if my mum is ill i wont be there for her. i am sure others have had some of these feelings.. didnt know if anyone had any thoughts or be able to share some of their feelings... x
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